An incident that broke heart of all

2nd Janaury 2015, Nylio the first date in Bhutanese calender was the day which ached my heart,the heart of my family and those attached people. Its an unprecedented unbelievable day which I never even dreamt of...My dearest brother and his wife who was eight month pregnant died in an accident at Trashigang Yangneer. With lots of hopes and aspirations,they started their journey from Nanglam when their travel is fullstop at Yangneer around 2km to the reach of destination. My brother who was a driver, came with his logging packed to settle at home in a taxi reserved. He is like a god to kins, a beneficial son to parents,brothers and sisters.A well comprehensive man to his friends and a beloved teacher to  learners.
How unlucky am I? I have never dream of such thing to happen.never ever in my life.. But,today 2nd Friday of January 2015, killed heart of all kins. I as his younger brother was very happy to see him home the day he told he was at Kanglung. But later at 12:30 pm,a call came saying a bolero car has gone accident.I hoped he is alive but god didn't favor us. After his death was confirmed,I with my brother in law rushed directly at Tashigang Hospital to see his wife,thinking that we could safe her and child but 3 minutes after our arrival she passed away.It is the worst of worst incident that we faced in life. The aching moment that ruined my present,the painful situation that locked my future and an unbelievable condition that hit with nightmares.
It was five years ago I met my brother at Yadhi HSS, it was the last time I saw him,his smiles,his concern and affection. He was very gentle,concerned, caring and loving brother,he left us like a dream and still I can't believe. 
I cursed my fate, my life for giving us those painful conditions and still I hate myself for not being able to do anything to my brother when alive. Why did god punished us so badly? Why was god never with us? Why all two of them should die together? Why god why? I have never asked anything from god other than to protect my parents instead you took my brother,sister in law and their child together.
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No man is as lonely as I am, No man is as sad as I am..Please god take my brother,sister in-law and child to paradise..."